my life
Today at work i was told that i won't be needed from next friday. This part time job is my only source of income, i have been unable to find any other job for months and being a foreigner in this country i have no right for any unemployment benefits and i feel completely helpless and on the end of my will to go on living.
To add to it, today when i got home from work, my ex-boyfreind came by.. again.. and today he finally grasped the fact that it is over and turned really nasty. Started spitting at me , calling me all kinds of names; Now he keeps hanging around the front door, leaving abusive messages on my phone, threatening to come with his freinds and take away my computer (which he gave me while we were still together)
and i am so pathetic and so sick with fear that i'm afraid to move from my room.