I was coming to check from times to times but it was pretty much dead, and even though I still feel lonely in my heart (and still no gf at 24, it kills me), I feel a little bit better since I really tried to accomplish many life project. Even if they seems really normal to some, I was so isolated that it was not for me. I finally got my driving license so I can feel more free, 1st of July, I will move on my own without anyone. Mayeb some will say that going to live alone will make me feel more lonely, but I really need to do that for my self confidence. Also dated a lot of girl, to help me cure my shyness, it still havent given me aything, but because of that, I'm going out a lot more, and most of my shyness is cure. But even with all that, is still feel alone in my heart. And sometimes I feel like throwing up everything, since all my effort this past few years, even if it helped me a lot, didnt gave me what I want most yet