man, I just saw that you erased your text. Its too bad, because it really touched me right through the heart...but I can understand that you dont want it to stay here in the open (I did that with a lot of my comments too few months ago), so I wont comment on anything, so that everything you wrote stay confidential...but really, after everything I read, all I can say is that Im with you with all my heart, even through virtuality...because what you described there was really something....and here I am complaining all the times on this forum about my own states...I should think more before talking, that my own problem are not so big in the end...Anyway dont give up...just try to keep control over your mind, so that you will have also control over your actions. Life was not easy with you it seems. But if you manage to overcome all those hardships, nothing will stop you...just try to keep everything under control and take life on a more posistive note (now I know that what I wrote may sound cliche, and that most of the times, Im the first one who is bashing these kind of talks on this forum...but I beleive that it might work in your case)...thats all I can say. At elast, if you want to talk again, please do, I will at least be there to hear and talk (this place is dead anyway, everyone come and go away after that...it seems that Im the lonely watcher of this forum *sigh*, always waiting for new comment)

Edited by: xellos667 at: 1/1/06 4:28 pm